Stella Mazur Preda:

Exploring My World



The Poet

As an elementary teacher, my world revolved around words and language, but I came to writing poetry at a much later age. After the passing of my father I found that words, images, emotions crowded my mind, often spilling over with intensity. I had a strong need to “write” and not just teach. I found myself carrying pencil and paper in my pocket, so I wouldn’t lose the words that seemed to be thrown my way. From this came some form of poetry, rough and juvenile at first, but I found myself wanting, needing to continue to explore and refine what I would jot down. In high school I had not enjoyed poetry, but now I had found a new love and my eyes opened to the wonders of poetics. My writing has been influenced by such poets as Lucy Maud Montgomery, W.H. Auden, P.K. Page and contemporary poet John B. Lee.

My poetry embraces my world and environment – exploring the past, delving into the future and living in the present. I explore the relationships of man and nature, reflecting on the spirituality of my life. A great deal of my writing reflects on family relationships and stories. Nature, its beauty as well as its destructive forces, plays a major role in my work. I enjoy the challenge of painting a picture or creating “music” expressed through words. I find inspiration in everyday things – a fierce storm, baking cookies, the song of a bird on a summer day or sometimes even a documentary on TV. My poetry tends to be very visual, trying to explore the many facets of everyday life, something everyone can understand and enjoy.

 


photo courtesy of Stella Mazur Preda

Biography of Stella Mazur Preda



      photo courtesy of Stella Mazur Preda


 

SILVER LAKE

Stillness laps ragged shores
washes over sleek boulders
burrows deep in fossil rocks
Tethered to a dock long since the feast
of voracious termite colonies
a lipstick-red canoe kisses shallow waters
Red-gold leaves ornament maple branches
as sunbeams ricochet off the lazy lake
My camera clicks rhythmically
surreptitiously ogling nature’s bedroom

 

THE GARDEN

white daisies sprinkled among tall grasses
dot the meadow like snowflakes
on the first winter’s day
black-eyed Susans
petals winking in the gentle breezes
hide their secret from the world
naked boulders protrude like
gently rounded bellies of pregnant women
soon to give birth
to the mysteries of the untended garden
the setting sun splashes the darkening sky
hues of red, pink, yellow, mauve
cast a festive glow
over the unravelling spectacle
barely audible to the human ear
a soft murmur ripples through the grasses
under the brilliance of the moonlight
a supernatural world slowly unveils …
elves and gnomes dance
a celebration of life atop the array of boulders
accompanied by a musical
incantation of fairy wings, crickets and cicadas
the ebony night has unmasked its magic



FLAVOURS OF AUTUMN

Phantom Harvest Moon lurks over the horizon.
Breath of early frost wakes the morning.
Sunflowers bow heads in reverence.
Where cucumbers and beans had blanketed fields,
pumpkins wink mischievously beneath the vines.
Cornstalks, once heavily weighted,
now replenish the sustaining earth.
Fall winds tumble through branches – shower
Mother Earth with jewels of red, orange and gold;
invoke the deities to accept these gifts,
and surrender to the Autumnal Equinox.



ISLAND FEVER

Caribbean sun
turquoise waters
caress white-hot beaches

sipping cool pina coladas
bikini-clad goddesses
speculatively eye the competition
turn their attention to bronzed
specimens, surfing whitecaps


silver moonbeams
mirrored images
shatter on bleached sands

exotic island fragrances
linger erotically on ocean breezes
waves nip at their feet as lovers
stroll, languishing in sensual
haunting rhythms of steel drums

                  photo courtesy of Stella Mazur Preda

 

THE FOURTH DIMENSION

The plane effortlessly noses through
sheets of billowing white canopy
invisibly suspended over city greyness
The brilliance of the solar flare
painfully pierces my eyes
Fields of white clouds scored by
rivers of iridescent blue sky
a game of X’s and O’s for the deities
A speeding shadow streaks the horizon
skims the milky white terrain
like a pebble jumping lake waters
Measured breaths silently explode
I am swept on a solitary journey
have crossed the threshold to Shangri-la



 

GREAT EXPECTATIONS

Row houses, scrunched shoulder to shoulder,
beady little windows eye the sleepy dead-end street
as early light intrudes on the mute ebony night.
A young girl sits cocooned in the arched stairwell
of the porch; book in hand she is spirited
to worlds beyond her existence.

She is Nancy Drew, stuck knee-deep in a sloppy mystery,
leaping through the pages in pursuit of a criminal.
She is Scarlett O’Hara, passionate, exquisite, loved by all.
She is Miss Marple, sedately riding the rails on
the Orient Express; quiet resolve, keen observation
and the scallywag murderer is eventually exposed.

She breakfasts on luscious fruits in the French Riviera;
lunches amid ruins at a century villa in old Tuscany;
dines on colours and flavours of New Orleans Mardi Gras;
holds court with the Goddess Athena in antiquated Parthenon.
Like the shifting grains of sand on Egypt’s desert,
aged words bear witness, mummify moments in time.

Doors slam abruptly; girlish shrieks slice the blushing dawn
as giddy neighbourhood friends swarm the stairwell.
The milkman’s wagon plods the street, the horse barely awake;
the coal man rumbles his bins to the house next door.
The little dead-end street is reincarnated with new life.
She snaps the book closed on her secret world.


MY MOTHER'S KITCHEN

walls whispered untold secrets
tired linoleum painfully scarred
creaking floor boards played ominous tunes,
sinister and creepy
even as morning light tickled
window panes and frolicked with shadows
best of all
that old kitchen floor tilted downhill
several inches
                   from one end
                                       to the other

on cold winter nights
we roller-skated circles
up and down its slopes
worked up an appetite
for mother’s old-fashioned
sugar cookies

on hot summer days
hazy stagnant air
hung with the aroma of spices
and simmering sweet fruits
as mother boiled and bottled
homemade jams

Mother was at her best
in that crooked kitchen
where walls whispered
sunlight danced with shadows
and the old floor tilted
                                   downhill

 


                  Annie - photo courtesy of Stella Mazur Preda



TALK TO ME, ANNIE

Tell me of your father’s letter
postmarked Canada
a desperate appeal
that the family join him
promises of opportunities
dreams to be fulfilled
yet you alone
were sent to indulge
a father’s hopes.

Tell me of your mother’s kiss
caressing cold tears
rivers of desperation
etched your cheeks
the touch of gentle hands
lingering like her scent of lilacs
and rose water, a breathless voice
among whispering winds
coos childhood lullabies.

Help me, Annie
to understand your fears
how you coped with unfamiliarity
rallied through enigmas
of a new culture
no one to comfort you or share
desolate thoughts, lonely solitudes
no one hears the emptiness
of your silent cries.

Tell me, Annie
what grievous occurrences
scarred memories of this bleak voyage
yet effected your discreet determination
unbridled infinite strength
spirited laughter.
Help me comprehend why
you would never break
the silence of your odyssey.

 



AND HER NAME WAS STELLA
(for Stella Crosby Lee 1885 – 1955;
after reading “Stella’s Journey” by John B. Lee)

From celestial bodies illuminating
the darkness of the night
she drew her name
Stella,
a star plucked from the heavens
to light the path of others.
Born under the sign of Gemini, the Twins
she embraced strength in duality
from the deities who walked another world,
from the earth that now rendered her life.
Born and wed in the month of June
she garnered beatitudes of the mother-god Juno
                                                      spirit
                                                      commitment
                                                      resilience
                                                      family
these graces embodied and sustained her life.
As Juno’s heavenly position changes,
so too, her life would alter
mould and conform;
quiet strength nurtured others,
thrived on their successes.
In silence her life passed all too quickly.
the earthly light extinguished and the star
returned among the heavenly bodies
to illuminate the darkness of other nights.



THE BICYCLIST

He laboriously peddles
the disfigured bike; bulging
plastic bags comprise
the essence of his private world.
Garbed in layers of summer
hand-me-downs, this solitary effigy
skilfully navigates daily rounds
through the maze of uniform
maple-lined streets.
My life blissfully anaesthetized by
ignorance and denial
now craves comprehension.
Piercing sapphire eyes collide
with my audacious stare,
gaze intensely,
silently whisper
Pity is an unsolicited intruder.
A toothless smile distorts wrinkles
mapping his weathered face,
reassures my redemption
the evolution of my metamorphosis.
Life in its wisdom
presents several shades of happy.

 

 

 

TWISTER


                              zigs
               and zags
                                   erratically
through sycamores pines maples
       skips over
                      shrubs crouched in hiding
        indiscriminately sucks up           forest giants
                                         exposing    black lesions
            leaving the wounded earth        with gaping sores

       soil-encrusted tentacles        tremble painfully
          subterranean inhabitants hurriedly scramble
                                             over each other
                          seeking anonymity
                    as if caught in compromising acts
the spinning grayness swerves
                                              and accelerates
                                        taking a short cut
           tunnels through the Eldridge farmhouse
                           spits out
                                      remnants of human existence
                  like an old man chewing tobacco
          cattle juggled skilfully in mid-air
                                           dumped randomly
                                      bloated mounds littering
                                  the path of promiscuous rape

                dust clouds, pine trees and death
                       a rancid perfume blending
                    with the sweet smell
                  of newly mown
                     Kentucky
                         bluegrass

 


Biography

Born in Germany, to parents of Polish heritage, Stella immigrated to Canada with her parents in 1948 at the age of two. After high school, she entered Toronto Teachers’ College and began a teaching career, her life-long dream. She began writing poetry in 1992, but for several years did not pursue publication of her work. After she retired from teaching, she became much more serious about her writing. She also found a latent interest in photography and gardening.

In 1999 Stella discovered the Tower Poetry Society. Since then TPS has played a major role in her life and in the development of her poetry. Her poetry has since appeared in many literary journals and anthologies. Her first book of poetry, Butterfly Dreams, was published in March 2003. Her poem My Mother’s Kitchen was purchased by Penguin Books, New York and published in an anthology entitled In My Mother’s Kitchen, in May 2006. She has been a featured reader at Hamilton’s LiT LiVe reading series and The Raven’s Calling reading series in Cambridge; she is an active member of several poetry organizations.

In 2003, Stella opened a small press publishing company, Serengeti Press. In 2003-2004, she served as President of the Rendezvous Club, an organization of retired women teachers in Toronto.

Her second book of poetry, The Fourth Dimension, has just been released in June 2012.


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